Really, you are. God didn’t create you to play chess. You aren’t a doll in his imaginary world. He didn’t create man and then rush off to mess with some other world. No. He had all of these people who are now living on Earth when he first created this place. But he loves each and every one of us.
As humans, we really lack comprehension of this because if we are meant to care for more than a handful of people, we become over-stretched and very stressed. And then we have to take care of ourselves. But God is a BIG God. He doesn’t need to worry about stress or sleep or anything. He just takes care of us.
Sometimes we find ourselves feeling very insignificant. As if we’re a grand on this beach called Eternity. We sit here, hoping to be noticed by someone. If you’re doing this, you’re doing it wrong. Instead of looking for people, you should be looking for God. God wants you to love him, and everything else will follow suit (Psalm 46:10). Seriously. I’ve spent a lot of days worrying what will happen to my future. After a while, I just get extremely tired. I give my burdens to God. He gladly takes them (Matthew 11:28-30). He sorts them out and leads me down the right path. He will take care of you. You need to trust in Him! It takes a lot, yes, but once you can hand these things over to God, the better off you are.
You are His. All His. If there’s anything in the world that is keeping you from God, you need to repent. Cast it away. Embrace your Father. He cares for you so much.